Saturday, November 6, 2010

I'm LoSt iN mY oWn wOrLd...

okie2,first bg aq JERIT dlu erk....
 haha suda puas...well ape yg aq nk kupas pd tjuk di ats nie is ape yg aq rse spjg urm 15 taon aq hidop kt bumi Allah nie..
ape yg aq alami,ape yg aq da rse,ape yg da wat aq sket,ape yg da wat aq fall then bgon blek... byk kot klo aq nk cer sume..kang kejang lak jari2 aq yg cumil nie...haha..
haha awat la aq nie ske brfalsafah??hurm,kte org idop nie cme skali..(mmg la)so kite kne nikmatinye sblom kite mghdp yang maha Esa....Allah create us bcoz all of us have our task...sume org ade tgas msing2...that is mnjdi khalifah di ats mke bumi nie...khalifah yg dtgs an mnyebr kan dakwah n agme yg bnar...but korg sndry da nmpk an??rmai umat islam sndri da smkin mengabai an tgs uh...aq pon tgolong gak..aq un hamba biasa.....yg ta kan pnh lari dry wat salah...kdg2 aq tnye diri aq...
aq nie spe??aq nie bpijak kt bumi ke x?npe aq cmnie??npe aq x secntek org len??npe aq ta bley jd cam dye??sume knpe3 n knpe blek!!da tlalu byk prsoalan yg bmaen dlm kpale otak aq nie smpai an aq sndri jtuh n da x bley nk bgon blek dek krne stuck in the middle of question yg aq sndri ta kan dpt nk answer...
i really2 lost in my own world....yg aq sndri create until at last aq lost sbb aq hilang arah..smpai la satu saat uh aq tsdr aq mseh ade Allah...aq nanges...aq bru sdr ya Allah Kau mseh ade utkku??hmbaMu yg hina ini??i realize all the questions that i create Allah have its answer...then i ask myself'anis Allah da cipte ko scntek2 makhluk,Allah da bg ko pluang nk hidop kt dnie ni,Allah kurnia an ko rzeki,Allah kurnia an ko family,kwn2 yg take care psl ko,tp nape ko mseh nk mrungut??npe msty ko mpersoal an ape yg Allah bg kat ko??anis,ko msty tau smwah2 kite hidop kt dnia nie,klo kt akhirat kite jd sehina2 mnsie ta gne....ko kne ingat anis,cntek,kye,popular tu sume ta kan mjamin khidupn ko kt akhirat nnty....believe in urself,mgkin ko ta smpurna,mgkin ko ta cntek,ta kaye,tp ko ade Allah,ko ade mate,koade hidung....ko lengkap sumenye...cube ko byg an kloAllah trik nikmat nie sme dri ko??dun wait until we lost it bru kite nk mngadu kt Allah...anis,ingat sume uh...maybe u are not perfect,but u have Allah that would make u feel perfect'
smpai skang,aq mseh mcari the real anis...n i will continue searching 4 it..

BuT tHIs iS mY LiFe...

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